September 14th, 2006
I knew a cute little girl for nine months. It made me realize how much I wanted to be a father, and though being near her was difficult at first I ended up getting used to her. I loved her like she was my own kid, and I always wanted to do things with her. Much more did I want to be her father than what mine was to me. I really do miss her. My situation now is that I've done alot of things that messed up at every chance at being her father. The bottom line is that I still love her mother, and to know the things I did that took her friendship away from me really devastates me. I wanted to be the best to her, wanted to help motivate her to do things, and wanted to be someone that truly cared who would also be someone she could go to for anything. The next girlfriend I have I know I won't love her the same way. It just wouldn't be possible. The girls mother was the most amazing, most beautiful, and most wonderful person I have ever met. Her daughter will grow up to be someone special, because her mother truly loves her and there is nothing that would ever take that love away. That goes for my love, too. Though she isn't in my life anymore she is always thought of, and is still deeply cared about. I forgot all about this community, and just wanted to post this.
Current Mood: contemplative
February 14th, 2006
|momfred||10:48 pm - greetings|
my name's lesli (but around here i sign it as fred- weird inside joke nickname from when i was 14)
my son's name is corban- he's 6
i'm about to marry my best friend (really we've been friends since i was 12)
anyway, corban and i live in ohio and have a lot of fun together. i'm not exactly a typical mom and that's what brought me here. corban and i listen to red hot chili peppers together and dance to b52's. sometimes it's like he's a little brother instead of my child. i think having children in your twenty's does that, you're young enough to remember being a child (and even feel like you are sometimes).
well, i just wanted to introduce myself,
the icon is corban and i btw. to save weird race questions- i'm bi-racial and his father is causasian.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: napoloen dynamite
January 29th, 2006
My name is Brent, and I live in the middle of nowhere. I'm 26 years old, and I'm here because I want to be a father someday. I am engaged to a wonderful woman who lives in Virginia who has a daughter. One of these days and not anytime soon I would love to have a kid with her. Her daughter does not have a father. When her daughter realizes what a father is, I want her to look at me, and see me as a father. I love the both of them. If I'm going to be a husband to my fiance, then why not be a father of her daughter. Yes, I was not the sperm doner. If two lesbian parents can be both mothers, and two homosexual parets can be fathers then I can be a father, too. I'm also straight, and this is all I have to say for now.
Current Mood: awake
January 14th, 2006
|starrkill||06:09 pm - *testing 1...2....3*|
This is just a test post to see how the community looks. It will get going once there are some members besides me, the maintainer. hehe.